My life is just a little too easy most of the time. I'm thankful for what I've been given, but where is that dividing line between blessings, and just being spoiled? I think I may have accidentally crossed it a while ago.
I wonder what would happen if I was called to leave it all. Though I consider myself to be a pretty low maintenance gal, I'm not so sure I could make that switch so quickly. I always wish I was more adventurous than I actually am. I say it's because opportunities don't present themselves, or I get really close and then back away. The fact is I'm just plain scared. I'm scared of seeking out those opportunities or even taking advantage of those that are staring me in the face. Even worse than being scared, I'm lazy.
There are quite a few things that need changing before I'm ready to hear and accept God's call. I have a good feeling He knows that too. While it's scary now, and there's a chance I will chicken out when that day comes, just as I chicken out on so many things, I can't wait to find out what my adventure is, because I know that by that time, I'll be ready.
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